I absolutely love creating, 'n there's nothing like watching a bird have a bath on the rock just under the surface of the pond water. Or better yet, a falcon flying overhead with a chipmunk! I told those guys to behave! 'N so the restoration of balance continues! For against life it is, if there is no balance!

Note to self: Before you shake up the fish emulsion to fertilize your plants, make sure the lid is screwed on! :)

An ancient parable:

The world was created, 'n God was sending every day new things to the world. One day he sent Beauty 'n Ugliness to the world. It is a long journey from paradise to the earth - the moment they arrived it was early morning, the sun was just rising. They landed near a lake 'n both decided to have a bath b/c their whole bodies, their clothes, were so full of dust.
Not knowing the ways of the world - they are so new - they take their clothes off; utterly naked, they jump into the cool water of the lake. The sun is rising, people start coming. Ugliness plays a trick - when Beauty goes swimming far away into the lake, Ugliness escapes. By the time Beauty becomes aware that "People are arriving 'n I am naked," 'n she looks around...her clothes are gone! Ugliness is gone 'n Beauty is standing naked in the sun, 'n the crowd is coming closer. Finding no other way, she puts on the clothes of Ugliness 'n goes in search of Ugliness so that the clothes can be changed.
The story says she is still looking...but Ugliness is cunning 'n goes on escaping. Ugliness is still in the clothes of Beauty, masked as Beauty, 'n Beauty is moving in the clothes of Ugliness.

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So another year has begun! Out of sleep, life continues to be! The weather we've been having makes me wonder if Texas is getting snow! :) One day in a backyard it was a high of 45! We're definitely kicking ass on some of these record highs concerning normal temperatures! We had one frost since, 'n the tender perennials were affected such as the Bleeding Heart, but so far the fruit trees are still in closed buds! I'm ahead as far as getting the garden ready 'n started some more gardens! The honey bees requested more crocus bulbs for early food!
Dee had a really unusual thing happen to her! They've been swimming in the pond already! One day she came up to me with a toad on her hand 'n no matter how she moved it, the toad wasn't moving. It was hanging on! When I poked it, Dee said, Owww! cuz it squeezed even tighter! Hee hee, she had a male toad on her two fingers! I don't know what it is with Dee! Tortoises like to bite her toes too!! :) I told her to immerse her whole hand until the toad was under water 'n keep her hand still, until the toad needed to come up for air, then could she whip her hand out of the water! Sure enough it worked! I told her she should have kissed it!! It might've turned into a handsome prince! :D
Sky is still walking around bugging the hens 'n pecking away at my rubber boots when I come in! Jame is complaining 'n saying "Why'd you have to go 'n name it!" :) Experience has shown me that the dead skin from frost bite has started to fall off. So he's missing a tip from the comb. To save my toes from attack, I'm coming in early morning when they are still roosting to open up the door to the run!
I'm trying to create more privacy from the road. As well as the neighbour lady. I put some pots 'n an old sink at the back of our property just cuz I didn't know where else to put it. Who doesn't do that right!? Well, she came over yelling 'n screaming all kinds of nasty words! I told her it was my property 'n to mind her own business 'n to build a fence if she doesn't want to look at my mess! She said I was going down. Whatever that means! I wish I had the funds to build walls all around. I am creating this place for every known being from the aphid to the Blue Heron to the deer! (I may need some more land for the latter kind!!) For the trees, plants... This is where you find Love. Most men have never experienced Love so how would they recognize it. And so I continue on... Next time I'll just walk away cuz there is no talking to her. I planted some pines that I grew from seed but are only 2 ft tall, so I asked them to grow 2 ft every month!! :)
Gram is in the hospital. I shall take it from one moment to the next so I don't cry yet.
I just realized that Osho was gone. Yeah, I'm slow! :) I cried, naturally! Presences such as he, made the world a beautiful place. 'N not physically, but in being, free, alive... But we all know that the form only dies. The formless is immortal, eternal... 'n I suppose that's why I still felt his presence. It was the small bird chasing the vulture in the sky. He loved big 'ole trees, so perhaps that was his presence reaching out to me that one day. Cuz I would've liked to have met him 'n given him a hug to say Thanks for everything he gave. 'N so in that moment I had the opportunity to give a hug!
I am not perfect, now do I wish to be. Then you expect everyone else to be 'n then you start looking down on them for not being perfect. Finished The Empty Boat: Encounters with Nothingness (Reflections on the stories of Chuang Tzu) You know when your in a room full of religious people ("perfect" people) 'n they say things to make you look like an idiot. I, like Chuang Tzu was, am glad to be the idiot! I took it all in humour 'n know that I am not this body, I am a Presence. Know thyself. But Be Thyself first! Encounter what it is to Be!

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Guess what!? Pick up a stone 'n look at it! Now travel the world 'n try to find a stone exactly the same. You won't be able to, b/c it's unique! So now You. There is no one in this world like You! You are unique! :) You are part of the whole 'n ur uniqueness will touch us all in one way or another!

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The Acupuncture Handbook by Angela Hicks

Yes, I'm fascinated by this vehicle in which our souls exist 'n diving into more awareness into receptors 'n channels...

The first few chapters were kind of hard to get through cuz alot of cases from patients. Noo, Nee, Noo, but then lots of knowledge came onto the pages shortly after!!

I was not aware that Phlegm can be such an issue!

Foods that cause Phlegm:
-dairy produce
-fatty foods - fried foods
-sugars 'n sweeteners
-wheat in excess - bread 'n pasta
-concentrated juice
-excessive alcohol

I finally found out what those black spots in my vision are all about!! I asked the eye docs a couple of years ago, 'n have found absolutely nothing in words to explain it, until now:

The eyes are the sense organ of the Liver, so if you have eye or vision problems such as dry or sore eyes, tense eyes, floaters (black spots in front of the eyes) or red eyes, the Liver may lie at the root of the problem.

A lot of symptoms 'n what organ needs to be looked after!! From skin colour... Ooooh, my favourite line in the whole book:

"YOUR THOUGHTS ALSO NEED ENERGY!" So stop festering, 'n thinking so much on certain things!! I'm gonna pretend they're clouds in the sky 'n I'm just gonna watch them float by!! :)

Heart Blood Deficiency
If blood is deficient, your mind-spirit becomes unsettled, causing anxiety or pain.
Symptoms: Insomnia, palpitation 'n or a poor memory 'n feeling extremely vulnerable

Stress - the most common cause of Heart Blood deficiency

Foods that nourish Blood:

Animal protein, such as red 'n white meat, poultry 'n fish
Protein substitutes - tofu 'n miso
Seaweed products
Sprouted beans
Dried fruit - dates, apricots 'n figs
Vegetables - leafy, green vegetables

More words to gain meaning: cold foods during the winter (cold coming to the body from the inside 'n outside) requires more energy 'n work to keep it's normal temperature! Try 'n keep it at room temp or slightly heated!

Spleen plays such important roles in the body!

Deficient Spleen
-can't transform 'n move food, so food passes straight through your intestines. (This does not bode well for the cells that are waiting for the right frequencies in which to rebuild the body!)

Spleen likes 'warmth'. Too many cold foods cause deficiency (iced drinks, salads, yoghurt or fruit) I've been taking my fruit out of the fridge an hour before I gobble it up!

Insomnia - most common causes are due to the Heart being unsettled, 'n Heat
-blood deficiency
-Heat - too much food such as curry, red meat or alcohol makes this worse

Apparently Acupuncture is used for breeched babies 'n labour pain as well!! I would've loved to have tried it!! Maybe in the next life! :D

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"Tragedy is not what we suffer but what we miss."

Pain is only part of the experience, ('n if you apply the mind 'n thought to it, then it becomes stronger) 'n the experience is only part of life, but if your not living it, then there lies the tragedy. I read just the other day that out of Hitler's actions, for moments the Americans 'n Russians became friends 'n even had their flags side by side. The more you become an observer, the Watcher, the more you become aware that judgment has NO PLACE! What we gain from it ALL, if we're truly living 'n not missing anything; is unseen, but it's the most incredible find/understanding/awareness...

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Music, the sound of waves, water, rain, thunder, birds.... I cannot imagine life without hearing all these sounds! I've recently become aware of how to give a deaf person sounds again! Disturbed receptors....... Oh, don't worry, I wouldn't do anything, cuz I need a license right?

An individual magnetic pattern gives every living thing its own specific wave length that is distinct 'n individual as a finger print.

Nuclear energy, X-rays, 'n certain electronics, insecticides 'n other pollutants, tends to weaken 'n in some instances permanently change the continuity of our personal magnetic pattern.

Each single atom has magnetism generated by its electron spin motion. Strong polarized waves, other than our own, can have an unbalancing 'n disrupting effect on the central nervous system by upsetting the atomic spin pattern.

Each individual's brain had a distinctive wavelength of its own.

Linked to the geographic point where magnetism was originally induced. Co-ordinated to that particular point where, around the time of our birth, the bones of the body solidify 'n harden.
This can well be compared to recent findings which show that molten rock aligns its atomic particles to the particular field of energy at the time 'n place it solidifies. The magnetic pattern in the rock remains 'n shifts in the earth's magnetic field...

Changes in the earth's rotational motion are related with major earthquakes 'n it has been shown that quakes of a high magnitude on the Richter scale are associated with a "wobble" of the earth's axis. ....waves bend 'n directions of channels fluctuate. A change in polarity occurs slightly prior to the actual quake 'n might continue to upset our normal equilibrium for 24 hrs or longer.

The Earth can be regarded as a large magnet 'n we as individuals each have a specified portion of that magnetism which is individually ours; an integral part of the magnetic whole. If the whole becomes unbalanced magnetically it naturally follows we too become out of polarity with consequent reaction to our nervous system.

The spin pattern within our own atoms 'n molecules is predominantly influenced 'n co-ordinated through the energy of the earth's rotation.

During a major earthquake the magnetism of the entire world is temporarily unbalanced with the electric field becoming stronger than the magnetic.

The power of polarizing is largely effected through our body's fluids. In a liquid the molecules are not held into position with respect to one another. A liquid has a flexible atomic arrangement. It's molecules move relative to one another only when "subjected to a force." During the process of polarizing we create such a force 'n our bodies are raised to a higher energy state.

She traces all chronic troubles to disrupted neurons or nerves in the cortex of the skull, plus the hands 'n feet where the reflexes generally terminate. The static circulatory wave motion of the troubled nerve appears to be incapable of correctly receiving the message at the specified wavelength; apparently the message is scrambled by interference.
The objective of specific polarizing is to reinstate the correct polarity with a wavelength corresponding to that of the energies of the brain.

Pause for a moment to reflect on "deformity" 'n one can realize it is basically a disruption of related magnetic energies which can no longer operate in a co-ordinated balance as one magnetic unit.

This is our link to the universe 'n through this wave motion we can learn (to observe changes) to associate different phenomena.

A healthy magnetic body is dependent on a nutritious diet to supply the building blocks for growth 'n maintenance of a vigorous constitution. The right chemistry is required in order to effectively polarize the tissues 'n muscles. Vitamin C 'n Calcium are important components of the glue that holds the cells together 'n play an essential role in the alignment of atoms.

Your wavelength which is characteristic to you 'n through this wave link to your Vivaxis, you're literally plugged into the energies of the universe. These are energies of both magnetic 'n gravitational forces.

...pesticides, insecticides caused unwilling damage 'n disrupted 'n weakened our life dependent "atomic magnetic alignment."

However, if the pattern of magnetism is disrupted, then the brain cell development will be retarded, too.

Frustration, anger, stress, upsets the balance of energies.

"Dead nerves" (receptors with disturbed circulating patterns)

Magnetically Yours Fran Nixon

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So I found a way to end a chicken's life. I've read enough, but then I went on YouTube to see what everyone else had to give in experience 'n knowledge. I think I'm goin' with this one:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vy_vutu5qO0
He shows you where to cut, but also right after, he punctures the brain so there'll be no pain. I stopped watching videos when they were ripping their heads off after they bled out.

Before I do this, or should I say we, cuz Jame is helping me, but I will consult the collective consciousness that is Sky. It's a physical chicken body with organs..., but the very essence that animates it is the collective consciousness! To make it aware of our intentions, 'n without words let it know how grateful we are for all the experiences in which we gained knowledge 'n wisdom, but also for the meal in which it will nourish us all 'n become a part of us on a physical level! I understand what is beyond the physical 'n there's nothing to be sad about, b/c the very Source/Divine continues in another experience, but I'll probably still cry!

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The Magic of Self Respect: Awakening to Your Own Awareness by Osho

This world, from a child's standpoint, looks very different. You will have to understand it from a child's standpoint b/c his standpoint is non-political, fearless, innocent.

Around you will appear living, but life is in you. Everybody is living partially. Living itself is the point. There is no other point.

After the collective unconscious mind he (Buddha) says there is a cosmic unconscious mind, b/c the collective unconscious mind means the unconscious mind of the whole humanity. Animals, trees, rivers, stars... a little deeper 'n you will find a cosmic unconscious mind.
The conscious mind is just in the middle, where we are. Below it are the subconscious mind, unconscious mind, collective unconscious mind 'n cosmic unconscious mind.
Above the conscious mind is again the same ladder that goes downwards. Just as below there is a subconscious mind; above there is a super conscious mind. Then the super-super conscious mind. Then you will find the collective conscious mind, 'n then you will find the cosmic conscious mind. Then you have traveled the whole journey, downwards 'n upwards.

The "I" goes with the ego. Amness remains with your existence 'n becomes really a tremendous force, changing everything that you have been before.

Typically man, in every direction in life is in some way obsessional. The true religious man is not moving in any direction, he is simply sitting in himself, just being himself, not going anywhere. He has no goal, no target.
He simply is, 'n in his is-ness there is no possibility of any obsession. He is the only really healthy 'n whole person.

He becomes the seer, the watcher!

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